faith and
11.12.05
i forget a lot
can't seem to hold onto a day
i walk around a lot
maybe i've lost my way
i try a lot
never seem to find what i want
i give away a lot
and some things get taken away
if there was a time
i made a deal
i'd like to know what it was
was it not to feel
cuz try as i might
i feel every slight
overeager
under stress
oversensitive
i try my best
i walk away a lot
got to leave the past behind
i move around a lot
peace of mind's been hard to find
i don't lie a lot
but i think i probably should
i get passed by a lot
trying to stand out does me no good
and there's moments when i'm smiling
where i feel like god
and there's moments where i'm crying
where dying is all i want
tonight i'll go and do again
what makes me fear the most
i'll put myself out there again
and hope it's good to go